I have had no motivation for pretty much anything since I can't use my computer. Which means I've had no motivation to draw Pokemon or to write down stories on paper (been there, done that; hate my hand writing anyway) or to work on wolf character sheets. The only thing I have been able to do in motivation is thinking of how I'ma write my Sladin Alternate Universe where Robin is a teen prostitute in Gotham City. There will be a bunch of Titan and Batman villains that aren't villains. Then the Titans won't show up for a long time. Bruce will be in it but he is going to be a friend of Slade's and a doctor. Instead of Bruce Wayne owning over half the city, Slade will own it. Robin's parents still die the same way in the comics. So that's about it for characters. Brother Blood will come in at some point too (he's the major antagonist). Slade's personality will be like in my story The Real How Long is Forever? Story whereas Bother Blood has the same evil personality. I have also had motivation for my MotherNature-verse but haven't had concrete ideas like for my prostitution fic just yet. I'll start typing that soon-ish if my sister keeps letting me use her computer until my computer is fixed.

So other than that I've been pretty much bored. Still wanna see some movies with friends in theatres along with a Nostalgia Movie Night where we watch a bunch of old films that we grew up with (Lion King, Fern Gully, 100 Dalmations, etc). I may stay the night at my friend Lea's house tomorrow night after her friend's wedding (I can't go due to the time frame). I have Christmas shopping to still do. I haven't had motivation for that either.

Oh and the old jeep my mum drives all the time finally croaked this morning after my sister accientally left the ceiling light on all night last night. Her friend came over to try and jump start the battery but that failed. He even placed his truck battery in the jeep and tested that out and it still didn't work. So it's not just the battery that is the problem. Its been dying pretty badly lately so maybe it finally had enough (its a '93 jeep cherokee). We have a relentless black cloud above our house and its giving us total bad luck (the electricity is sucky and 2 computers died) and mum still hasn't gotten the house payment yet (some asshole better not be stealing our mail or I'ma murder the culprits). So much stupid shit and I'm so sick of it DX I'll be glad when 2010 gets here; maybe it'll be better then once the stressful holiday is gone. I'm so sick of this shit. And for the last few hours I've been coughing like I have a cold. I better not get sick or Christmas will be ruined for me.

Wish me luck on the rest of the year; I'm gonna fucking need it

TO DO LIST!

Draw Friend's art for Christmas***
Draw Rocky Wolf Ref Sheet for RayJ's Christmas Pic
Revise Crap Novel
Finish HIVE Trio Pic
Edit Take Your Medicine Chapter 7
Finish Terncerus (3-headed Ternion)
Inkscape/Color Teen Titan Screenshots (ones from my DVDs)
Draw/Color Gift for Wynja
Finish Teen Titan Scene
Get Odd Company Chapter 1 Page 1 Completed
Work on Wolf Adoptables
Finish Revamping MLJTI
Update Death Changes You
Get Mum her Christmas Gift
Draw Mayonako-sensei Wolf Falling in Water
Make Photoshop Coloring/Shading Tutorial
Finish Wolf Adoptables
Draw Wolf Heartless
Try To Come Up with a Fakemon
Draw Pokemon Teams
Translate Some Stuff into Japanese
Finish 100 FC 22: Mother Nature
Finish 100 FC 11: Memory
Finish up to 10 episodes of REMEMBER ROBIN Mini-Series Before New Year

My friend Sheilee sent me this from newgrounds: [link] Then here is the cool sequel: [link] I really love the music for the sequel. Hope you enjoy.

(I did not make them, a man named Adam Phillips. His animations are fucking amazing)